My Honey

My ugly honey is chatting with me. Now, he stays in KL.

It's not really hard ^_^

The first time, I think it will hard. But, after tasting it, it's not really hard for me. Yesterday, when I arrived in my school, every teacher said "Haaa... your eyes is puffing up, did you cry last night??", and I said "No, I didn't cry". After that, as usual I study with ms. Eva. I told her about my feeling and sometimes she tried to cheer me up. And I feel better, she is kind for me.
Hehehehe....my feeling almost confuse, cause till at 6 pm there was no text for me. I wondered, "where is he?, what is he doing now?, does he forget me?". Not long time after thinking it, my cell phone rang. There was a text. And do you know, the text is from my honey. I don't know my feel at that time, just say "Thanx for my God". ^_^ see you

My English Teacher

The woman who using red clothes is my english teacher. She likes everything about Korea and Japan. She likes Korean and Japanese comic.

I can't understand about my feeling

You know, I ever thought about my self. Sometimes I feel that I am a foolish girl. I don't know. My other soul said that to me. Not only a foolish girl, sometimes I feel, I am a lier. Exactly, I have a big secret. But, I can't share in my diary now. Maybe next time.
Yah, a Lier. Maybe it's kind for me. I'm a lier, I can't give responsibility for my lie. The things that I hope, can happen in my life, it's gone. Only cause a personal problem. I always make a lie for keeping the truth. I always try to tell to my self everything which make I survive.
It gave me a little bit support. Yeah.. I can't feel this too long. Life must go on.
You know, when I have no friend to share, I just close my eyes and imagine. Imagine everthing which make me smile up. Quiet easy to do it. Sometimes, I get it in my dream, only in my dream.
Noone knows about my secret, except someone. If I remember what the exactly. I feel little bit angry with her. Why she did it, only cause a personal problem. It isn't her problem. That's my business.
Yeah... Maybe I still have the other luckly. Certain.

Everything is Fair

There is time for quieting
There is time for talking

There is time for sad, and
There is time for happy

Sometimes we laugh
Sometime we cry

Everything is fair,isn't it?

Change the World - Westlife

Since you've gone,
well it seems like everything is wrong,
And deep inside,
I know that i've,
lost much more than pride,
Well, happiness is getting further away,
Girl,i miss you more than words can say,
I need a miracle now,
so tell me,

How can I change the world,
Cause I sure can't change your mind,
Where's the miracle i need now,
got to get to you somehow,
Cause I can't change the world,
I can't change the world,
No, i can't change the world,
I can't change the world,

Losing you,
well it's been the hardest thing to do,
So, I close my eyes and tell myself,
that somehow I'll survive,
Well you gave me heaven,
then you took it away,
Girl, I miss you more with each passing day,
I need a miracle now,
so tell me...

How can I change the world, (change it)
Cause I sure can't change your mind,
Where's the miracle I need now,
got to get to you somehow,

And baby,
so sad that you have to leave me,
just so you can find yourself,
And it's so sad that you just can't see,
I love you more than life itself,

No, I can't change the world,

How can I change the world,
Cause I sure can't change your mind,
Where's the miracle I need now,
got to get to you somehow,
Cause I can't change the world,
got to get to you somehow,
No, I can't change the world.....

My Lovely Cats

This is Mini, female cat. I found her when I was looking for repairshop with my honey. She likes to climb the tree in front of my house everyday. She always plays with my Mochin everyday. She ever got funny disease, she couldn't wee-wee. Hihihihi...you know, when she got that disease, she looked very ill, she didn't want to eat, even she didn't want to walk to. I felt pity at that time. At night when she got that disease, I bought some drugs for her. And I gave to her. The next day, she could wee-wee again. Hehehehe....do you know why she got that disease?? Hmm... you will not believe to me. She likes to eat very much. I call her "greedy cat". Yeah.. If she eats, don't touch her. She will claw you. She can't be disturbed if she is eating :D.
This is Mochin, male cat. He likes to sleep with my blanket. He never wants to keep my house from any mouse. He always goes to bed first and waiting for me or my little brother sleeps with blanket, and He skids in to my blanket and sleeps. He likes to eat tempe. If we are eating, he comes to us and touches our food if he asks that food to eat. If the air is very cold in the morning, He approaches my mom's stove and sits there with Mini. Sometimes they sleep together near the stove. My lovely cats, I love you. Muach muach......

Have a nice waiting

It's just the beginning of the journey. Maybe after this, the long journeys will come. For a few times we will never meet. It's the twice. We are reaching our dream each other. We will meet again in the place where we met on the first time. I'll make a nice waiting for you. After this journey, we'll share our love together again. ^_^. Don't make sad faces. Ol rait beibeh :p...